It's exactly what the title says. I'm back.*
Looking through my old posts, I wonder just what kinda person I was in the past. I sounded so naive, so.... happy. Strange how it is, looking back at my past like this. I could delete all my posts, truly "start anew" for this blog - but I won't. I do want to remember all this. Maybe once in a while, I'll look back at these posts and laugh. Laugh at my own jokes. My youthfulness.
My self.
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I've read recently that people only look at social media when they're tired of what's in front of them -- True, why would anyone wanna look at Facebook when he/she has friends right there? It's only when we're alone that we look at Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, whatever -- and feel jealous of others' lives. So as anyone might guess, I'm in a pretty bad state right now... bad enough for me to come back to this relic of a seemingly distant past.
So, what's on my mind now, you might ask? School has only just begun... and it seems as though I'll be having quite the challenges to face. My module group mates *seemingly* dislike having me around... (Of course, it could all be in my head, but let me be realistic, eh? I'm just not the most likable person around.) I know this shouldn't be weighing me down as much as it does right now, but... Who would be okay with people hating his/her guts? And it's not like I've been a total dick or anything - I don't even know why some people have a beef with me.
This all sounds bad enough, eh? Well, a friend of mine did a few tarot readings for me yesterday. The results aren't fantastic. They sorta repeat what I've been telling myself for these certain groupings: It'll be rocky, and I'll have to brace myself for the onslaught and confusion that is to come.
I don't know if I'll post again soon, or if I'll post again at all. Maybe I'll go into writing. I don't know. But for now, I'll fight my way through, and emerge victorious.
Wish me luck.... If it'll help a person like me.
*- Apparently, only I can see my own post title. I'll see if I can get another blog layout sometime - I'll keep the posts, but to hell with the skin... On a side note, I'd completely forgotten about the "Scanther" label... Hmmm....
Getting consumed @ 10:12 PM