Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Hey.
I apologize for the previous stupid post.
Dunno what happened.
Anyway,
some stuff have been happening recently.
I've taken out my antique gaming console just for fun, etc.
I also had a weird dream(s) yesterday.
First, something that reminds me of Willy Wonka from "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory".
An example:
Me: Whoa, the lizard's releasing hot steam, damn it's burning!
Willy Wonka(sort of): *Sitting on the lizard; it's actually only the size of my arm* Nah, it's a HEAT CONTROLLER!

Okay, lame, I know. But it seemed weird that I actually played along with it.
Another example:
I was in a room, looking at my blog. New posts and lots of comments. Comments from people I knew, but didn't link. Unfortunately, I wasn't the one who had posted on the blog. Turning around...
I slapped Xozaron.
Yes, I slapped him.
No idea why I would have been so angry.
Maybe he wasn't supposed to touch my stuff?
I don't know.
But it made me feel weird when I woke up.

*****

My nightmares have been becoming more vivid.
I don't know if it's because I'm trying to reject a large portion of human emotions, or if it's simply because I've been playing too much recently.
Either way, I'm enjoying my nightmares.
They give me a reason to hope that I'll have a nice dream sometime.
Although I hate beautiful dreams, since they make the world seem even more imperfect than I already know it to be.

Adios.
XiiaoWeiiWeii, Signing Out.

~YXW/XZR/NRZ
Getting consumed @ 9:20 AM
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The revolutionist

The name is Xiao Wei.
Virgo.
Saw the light on 31/8/1994.
Quiet.
Extremely reserved.
Can be amazingly different under given circumstances.
Feels lonely.
Wants to die.
And bring everyone along.
Constantly afraid.
Wants to confess.
But fears the consequences.
Loves watching others fear.
Will kill if necessary.

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Gold eyes (Dream - Avolt)
A weapon (preferably a sword)
Flight (to soar)
The power in the dreams (which is amazing)
Someone who cares (and who I care for)
Someone true (and who I'm true to)
To not lose anything (especially friends and family)
To never wake up (from this dream)

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