I don't know how to express it...
Today was okay.
A normal day.
Maybe some laughter.
But I don't remember much of it.
After school, had land training.
Near the end, Keren said something about the usage of vulgarities.
Warnings, then pushups when warnings had been issued.
Then we played netball.
Stupid Jeyna tagged along.
When she found out that I was playing too(along with some other guys, of course), she went and called me gay. Fuck her. I already have one idiot of a sister insulting me. WHAT I DON'T NEED IS ANOTHER FUCKING LITTLE GIRL TO START CALLING ME NAMES. SO WHAT IF SHE'S A CHRISTIAN. I BELIEVE THAT GOD WOULD NOT ALLOW SUCH TRASH TO TALK TO THEIR SENIORS THAT WAY.
I was pissed, so what I did was point a finger at her and Sangina. They went and complained to Keren, and that idiot gave me one warning. Please. A junior called a senior a gay multiple times and she ignored that...
We started the game, and at some point when I had the ball, Jeyna snatched it from me and said that it was a legal move. If it's a legal move, then why didn't they say so before the match? People like Damien and I don't know how to play, and others like Jeyna only know how to make use of that.
After that, we continued and I passed it off as a fluke on my side. Then suddenly, when Keren had the ball, Jeyna snatched it. Again. And they started asking if it's a legal move all over again. I cursed. Keren heard it, and gave me a second warning. And that's when I snapped.
I didn't want to play anymore. I was angry. What with Jeyna snatching the ball all the time and that idiot Keren giving me stupid warnings and spoiling my game, I wasn't in the mood anymore. So I stormed off. I grabbed my bag, and was about to leave the Arena when Shi Ying asked why. I told her that I didn't want to play with such people. She tried to stop me, I think. But I ignored her and left for the main gate. Keren and Persis called me and asked - or rather told me - not to go. Yeah, says one of the asses who ruined it all. Ignoring them once again, I left the school. My blood was boiling and I was about to reach my limit of control. I wanted to kill them. Those who ruined a supposedly great day. Those bloody fucking idiots. If Keren wants to anger me that much, then all she's doing is making an addition to my grudge list.
I don't know how, but I managed to come home rather quickly. I gripped the handles of the bus tightly, my mind still in the state of chaos it had been in before. I only managed to calm down after I entered through my front door. Nothing else mattered more than blogging. I wanted to relieve some of my anger, and maybe stress. Oh, and sorry about the vulgarities used in this. I apologise.
And so this post is done. I'm in no mood to say goodbye.
Xozaron, Signing Out.
Getting consumed @ 6:20 PM