Friday, May 8, 2009

I hate them.
Both of them.
Mrs Tee and Mdm Foo.
Two idiots.
The two who marked my english paper 2.
I've been top in english(NA) for two years.
And this is the kind of result I get?
46/80.
This score is pathetic.
Those two teachers...
really got me f*cked this time.
I'm pretty confident that
they were more strict with my work.
Both hate my attitude, it seems.
And I have to agree.
I'm no good.
Xozaron's better.
And I'll tell you all why.
He's stronger than I am. He's also faster. The kind of speed I can only dream of achieving. He's a lot smarter; second to few in the world. Friendlier; he wouldn't be afraid of getting close to other people. More intimidating; he could stop any beast in its tracks. The only thing I've been infected with is his sadist thoughts. But he's scarier than any might think. Torture; making others feel the pain and terror before death - and making it last a long time... that's what I like about Xozaron. He's better in every way. He wouldn't score a pathetic 46 upon 80 in an english test.
I might as well vanish. And have Xozaron take my place. I wouldn't be missed. Not by my juniors, not by my seniors, my friends, or maybe not even by my family. I'm imperfect. A defective. That's why I'm so useless. To bask in glory for two whole years, only to lose it in the first quarter of the third. To me, Xiao Wei is a pathetic example of the Dreamer. To dream would be to explore new heights; to take risks and take action. And Xiao Wei is nothing like that.

Contrary to my Dreams, I've been down on my luck lately. A lot of things have happened, and they're making me go crazy.
First was the night sitting. I don't regret going through that. The seven days were worth it for my grandmother. Although I was never really close to her.
But during the night sitting, someone took my wristwatch. I know beacuse the night before, I strapped it to my bag. Unless you're telling me that it ran away.
And after going through the trouble of helping my cousin install Dynasty Warriors 6, I found out that my computer can't read DVDs.
Then came the result of my english paper 2.
As I mentioned earlier, pathetic.
I hate Xiao Wei.
If I were to be given a chance to be Xozaron for a day, I would take it.
Okay, I seem to have cooled down...
Xozaron's sleeping...
I wonder if he'll wake up soon?

Xozaron, Signing Out~

~YXW/XZR/NRZ
Getting consumed @ 2:13 PM
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The revolutionist

The name is Xiao Wei.
Virgo.
Saw the light on 31/8/1994.
Quiet.
Extremely reserved.
Can be amazingly different under given circumstances.
Feels lonely.
Wants to die.
And bring everyone along.
Constantly afraid.
Wants to confess.
But fears the consequences.
Loves watching others fear.
Will kill if necessary.

Forgotten Dreams
February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 April 2013 June 2013 July 2013

Wish

Gold eyes (Dream - Avolt)
A weapon (preferably a sword)
Flight (to soar)
The power in the dreams (which is amazing)
Someone who cares (and who I care for)
Someone true (and who I'm true to)
To not lose anything (especially friends and family)
To never wake up (from this dream)

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Nuruddin(ZPS/OSS)
Venus(ZPS/OSS)
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Joel(1yr-senior)
Lava(1yr-senior)
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